Sep 27, 2008
28th of September. My heart is bleeding. I will never forget today.Rest in peace grandpa, I promise all of us will stay strong. LiBing & I will be sitting for PMR which is around the corner; SukTeng's SPM too. Grandpa passed away after we left his ward, fortunately two aunts were at his side. Its 2 in the morning. I was dead tired and slept around 12. I knew somethings not right, dad rushed out after he received a phone call. Till 5am heard dad and mom talking outside. I burst into tears, didnt know what can I do other than crying in mom's arms. I know everyone tried their best, best doctor, best medication, 24 hour-monitoring system. I cant understand. How could this just happen in a sudden. I cant understand...Grandpa, you said you're gonna bring me for nice food. you promised.you said you're gonna teach me Chinese Chess to win over LiBing.you said you're gonna watch badminton matches with me; shouting infront of the tv.you said you're gonna bring me to visit our ancestors' home in China. you said you're gonna throw a party if you discharged from the hospital.you said you're gonna celebrate with me after my PMR. & we're gonna tear/burn my books together.you said you're gonna get me a bday present since july, why cant you just wake up and get me one... I dont need more. Maybe its just a sweets or even a hug from you.
I MISS YOU grandchild who loves you always,
e-jia.♥
9/27/2008 08:33:00 PM

Sep 23, 2008


People, Im super HIGH now! :D :DJay Chou's new album "Capricorn" 魔杰座 is releasing soon! His latest album will be available on 9th of October. Arrghhhhh, Jay Chou! I've been waiting for this since your last album. Oh gosh, Im freaking HIGH now. :D Im saying goodbye to my 5 days old earhole. :( And I hope that what mom told me will not happen to my ear. Otherwise I'll seriously go bang the wall. Lol. Argghhhhhhhhh, jayyyyyy! *faints*JAY CHOU + JAY CHOU + JAY CHOU + JAY CHOU = LOVE. ps: MangNing & Rabecca, please keep your mouth shut. STOP insulting Jay. :)
9/23/2008 05:49:00 AM

Carbonara! Can I marry you? :D 22/9
Woke up kinda early for breakfast with parents at San Francisco Coffee. Ate Aglio Alio, not too bad lar, good for health. haha. Went seminar with MangNing, YiYin & Mei Kuan after that. Had lavish seafood dinner at night. I've been there for few times already but then didnt know that place called Tolok Gong. Kinda wish that I live there, get to eat fresh seafood everyday. Or maybe I'll get married with a fisherman next time. Oh wait, I fancy marrying a chef too, so that I can eat seafood macaroni or carbonara spaghetti whenever I like. *e-jia's giving you a serious look* :D
Btw, I think that guys can cook are really adorable. F-O-X-Y with aprons on them. HAHA23/9Received calls from Ling & John that ChaoYan's in the hospital. Spent my day waiting for dad they all to come home to fetch me there. Went SJMC to visit grandpa & Yan at night. And people, LeeChaoYan's busy showing me those holes on her body, injection wan lar and the super duper CUTE teddy from her boyfriend. & we began giggling and chatting, AS USUAL. :) Yan even made a joke "ehs jia, come and get sick with me. can gam fei, free somemore. 2 kg weih!" -.- But then she's kinda ill lar, get well soon lar kay bunny. Love you. Headed back home after having supper at AC. Gosh, I ate a plate of carbonara spaghetti, 2 pieces of chicken wings and a big cup of milo. & its almost 1 that time. :X
24/9 TODAYDitched school. Was on the phone with XiongYan, I was in an unusually chatty mood, so she gotta spend her sweet time talking to me. Kay lar, Im lying lar, Im in a chatty mood 24/7/365. LOL. Had my lunch with JiaWei and came online. Waiting for horny to come online. Where is he :X Talked to NianCi, my counsellor. Well, I dont know what can I do other than talking to her. Can feel like she's kinda stressful over there. I think she needs a counsellor other than counselling people all the time. So, feel free to ring me cell, duckie? :) I'd love to share tips of getting a bf with you. HAHA.
GET YOUR HANDS OFF NIAN CI, HE'S MINE. :D
9/23/2008 12:05:00 AM

Sep 22, 2008
Get well soon, my darling ChaoYan & Aaron Yeo. :X
9/22/2008 01:27:00 AM

Sep 17, 2008
Additional for yesterday. What a 'nice' day for me. Lost 150 bucks. While lepak-ing at ou, we went piercing too. I pierced my 5th earhole. NOT nice lar. I feel like a lala right now. Good news is its you can hardly see it. I was kinda worried cause I'll be out of words if mom asked where did I pierce. Its impossible to tell her I ditched school and went ou right. Was thinking that mom cant even see me perhaps sometimes I was just few metres infront/besides/behind of her. But sorry mom that I doubted your eye power; cause mom still could notice the tiny little earing on her daughter's ear. :X She nagged for awhile(I mean quite long lar) then applied some oil on it. Maybe thats what we called M-O-M. :)Sacriest part has finally happened today. A PHONE CALL FROM LEE CHAO YAN. Gosh, my nightmare. Cause she'll scold me like shit if she knows this. The ending will be worse than what you think. NO LIES. :X I was kinda scared to pick up her call. Was thinking maybe she wont scold me. BUT. Miracles never happened? As expected, got scolded by bunny. Without realising, I've been talking on the phone with her for one and a half hour. No wonder my ears hurt now. Lol. Sorry bunny. Love you? Dont get jealous kay evil john. :) 9/17/2008 03:14:00 AM

Sep 16, 2008
Ditched school today with Amy, May Leng & Yuee. Mr.Michael saw yuee & I waiting outside before going out, said: Why are you both here?Wanna ponteng is it?Wanna ponteng better hide aside. DONT LET ME SEE YOU! Well, I guess he's real mad. I mean Im sure he's. Went Ou. Watched Ghost house, I thought its gonna be some cover-your-eyes-and-scream movie, furthermore cause its morning, there are only 4 of us plus a pair of couple behind. Anyway, the movie's rated 18PL but then it seriously disappoint me. LAME movie. Wanted to upload the poster of this ultimate lame movie; I cant even get one. Imagine, a lame movie without a freaking poster. Imagine, how lame it is. Such a waste of my time. MayLeng's mom sent me home around 230, & I guess MayLeng is having fever now. She doesnt read blogs but still get well soon lar. Grandpa, get well soon. I didnt know your sickness is getting more and more serious. & I can hardly believe that Im actually seeing the one I love getting skinnier and weaker. & you fucking doctor, that operation doesnt help him at all.Wtf? the most advance machine? the best doctor in town? a successful operation? You're making him worse, he's suffering like shit & you? Shake your legs and get the money happily?30k, yea its not 3k. Fuck you. I dont feel good. I HATE you.
9/16/2008 04:00:00 AM

Sep 14, 2008

another favourite picture :D

nianci, me, chao yan.

er?

BABY! :) i still love you lar.

ahha

both kee siao who likes showing off their braces. -.-

that's chaoyan. NOT me. :)

errr?love you guys lar.

my besties. wait. where's xiong yan?

ohhh. yan's here :D
mang ning, xiong yan, nian ci & e-jia. note: looookk att my bunny chaoyan:)I ♥ all my girls hell loads; & of course my boy . :)
9/14/2008 03:31:00 AM

Sep 7, 2008
Hey. Im here to blog bout friday. Im still kinda hyper to talk bout it. Lol. So, I'll get it started now :)Overall, friday's happy day with the exception of errrrr. Well, we had spotcheck in the morning & unluckily, I brought my phone. :X So, dont feel like going into the embarrassing details. They took my phone at last.After that, the discipline teaher asked us to inform our parents to get our phones back. So Jin Ee teman-ed me to make the phone call. I called dad, told him the whole incident & he replied I dont get you lar girl, you call mummy lar, btw, she's still sleeping.Phone convo between mom & me which made Jin Ee and people behind me laughed like shit.Mom MeHello, mummy ar.
Harrllooo
I tell you something kay, I know you'll get mad, but let me say first.
Oh. Oh. Okay.
Okay, story goes like that. Cause today right, I dunno whether Im staying back anot. Somemore dunno what time. So I brought my phone. & then... (bla bla bla, explanation) so can you comee?
Wait wait. WHO ARE YOU?
HUH??! Mummy ar! Me lar!
huhhhhhh?Who?
How many kids do you have huh?! (Im the only child) Your daughter lar! E-jia here lar!
Oh oh girl ar. You is it. *yawns* So what bout it?
Nehhhhh, as I said just now, can you come to get my phone back not?
huh? cannot wor. Im going out later. how to go to school to get you your phone. Where can I pass it to you?
NO! what bring my phone!? you come and get my phone!
arrrrh?your phone at home mar. *yawns*
NO MUMMY! NO! YOU UNDERSTAND ANOT! THEY TOOK MY PHONE! YOU COME NOW TO GET IT BACK! NOW!
Ohhhhhhhh. Now ar? Okay! See you there. Bye darling. WAIT! Im still sleeping wor.
I KNOW! YA LAR! you go wash now lar. quickly! OKAY!?
& people, that's my mom. :X After that, I was too hungry, so I took the slip(kebenaran keluar kelas) that Pn. Joyce gave me down to the canteen with Jin Ee. & lied to the canteen aunty that teacher gave me to slip to buy food :D & guess what, they seriously sold food to me. lol. 15 minutes later. Mom came, & Jin Ee & I told her the whole incident. While waiting outside the discipline room, I thought she'll scold me bout the phone thingy, or at least she will nag bout I woke her up. -.- So I decided to act innocent infront of her. But then ended up mom and I busy hugging and giggling over there. HAHA. People at the canteen were like O.o Okay, I've gotta go now. Chao! & MY DARLING NIAN CI AKA DUCKIE CAME BACK! :D 9/07/2008 06:18:00 AM

Sep 4, 2008
Oh hey, Im back again. :) Firstly,trials finally over. Stresses & strains of this exam week is seriously driving me crazy. Well, I hope that I'll at least pass my science & history. I haven't been blogging for weeks since the holidays, and I THOUGHT today's gonna be a good day cause I've been waiting to come online for weeks. & I THOUGHT its gonna be nice to play whatever Meetoto(MangNing says its nice); I THOUGHT its gonna be nice to read blogs; I THOUGHT its gonna be nice to watch some dunno what ussabich(sorry I cant spell it correctly). Unhappily, I was saddened by fucky stuff.Okay, he said I lied to him. I seriously fancy blogging out the whole thing. But too bad, too sad, once I type, my finger will just lead to me to type the backspace. Well, I cant deny that I got you both into this mess. Whatever, my bloody fault, my bloody fault make you transfer. Whatever, think whatever you like.Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck it. Fuck him, fuck her, fuck them, fuck you. Lastly, FUCK me. I know Im fucky. 'your lies scar my heart'His words. It hurts me. ALOT. What have I done to deserve this.
Labels: I saw the hurt in his eyes; he deserves better.
9/04/2008 02:17:00 AM
