Apr 29, 2009

premier tickets! niceeee movieeeee. (:

david archuleta! but he aint on the stage wan lar.
House Korea.

Paddington Pancake.
Coliseum Cafe.


oldest waiter. 88 yr-old ah pek . (:


FOOD :) 

LASTLY.
JOJO! :D
4/29/2009 03:15:00 AM

Apr 15, 2009
Hello people. (: First of all, Im pretty sure that everyone knows that Im a lazy blogger, which means I will only update when I'm free; or perhaps super duper free also don't bother to add a new post for my blog. But today, I guess Im here to voice up my myself. Okay, I don't know whether you guys read the both LI's blog or not. But if you do, I suppose you know what's the matter right now. YuLi's been using FRIEND 1 & FRIEND 2 bout this incident, & HuiLi used Pen & Jia*me*. For me, I'll be using Lim Yu Li & Ang Hui Li. Girls, please allow me to use your name; just for an avoidance to making you guys confused. It goes like that, there are 3 girls in 4S2 this year, namely Chin E-Jia, Lim Yu Li & Ang Hui Li. The both Li's are intimate, as in that kinda friend that would sleep over at each others place. We were in the same class last two years, which is Form 2 & thats how our friendship grows. I used to be close with them, but not anymore since last year. Mainly because we're in the different class & some shits happened between Hui Li & me last year. Although Im not that close with them last year, but it doesnt include the friendship between them. In fact, they became much closer and intimate. So when beginning of this year, I was genuinely happy to know that I'll be in the same class with them for the next two years. You know why? Cause I NEVER had conflicts with them. Oh wait, there's once. Bout TianKeat, but it was just a silly fight. HuiLi & me managed to maintain our friendship after that unwanted incident. Alright, people who knows me well should know that I am a straightforward person. As in I'd just show you that kinda bitch face if I dont like you. & would just say whatever things that pops out on my mind for that moment without second thought. Frankly speaking, the two girls are more likely to be quiet-quiet type compared to me. Sometimes I wonder, am I too NOISY or are they too QUIET? Well, I suppose that Im being talkative for most of the time. Back to story before I get any further, as I said I WAS happy when I first knew I'd be in the same class with them. But after awhile, I started to get worried, was worrying that could I make any new friends in this class. Even though others kept telling me HuiLi & YuLi would be there, and I wouldnt be lonely. Thats what others said to me.So yeah, before school starts, I kept telling myself that I could be as close with them like how we were in form2. Even I knew its gonna be pretty hard after all the shits that happened. The first day of school, I asked HuiLi if I could sit with her in class. She replied: Im sorry jia, I promised Yuli to sit with her. AS EXPECTED. In the end, I was sitting alone infront of them. I was kinda down that time, to be exact; SUPER DOWN. For the past years, there would be familiar faces around me & its never an EMPTY chair next to me. For your information, I was sitting & am sitting in the first row and nearest to the door. Which is hot enough to kill you from hotness in the afternoon. When people pass by my class, they would just stare at me & their sights flew right to the empty seat next to me. I FEEL EMBARRASSED. Cause I've got no one sitting next to me, so sometimes I would just put my bag on the empty chair as if there's someone sitting next to me. At least I didnt feel that l-o-n-e-l-y. -.-Im noisy whenever Im with my close friends and boyfriend, am I right? But I could be talkative infront of people that I know. I was pretty worried that nobody's gonna talk to me cause you know, Yuli & Huili didn't really socialize with me. They're REALLY quiet at times which made me feel like I gotta use a plaster to shut my mouth. Not long after, I was happy cause SinWei sat next to me & I didnt have to put my bag on the empty chair and I could hug it as tight as I want. Unfortunately , it was just a few-day happiness. She went to sit with XueYing cause she couldnt see the board. SOOOOOOO, I WAS ALONE. AGAINI guess just a week after being a loner, my XENA warrior princess came to rescue me from boredom. Yeah, its you ZhiMin. I know that you dont really like to talk & Im always a 24-hour non stop talking robot infront of you. But I gotta admit that I aint that noisy nowadays, rightttttttt peooopppleeeeeee? ZhiMin! Thanks anyways, for sitting with me :D so that I dont have to pretend that .......Oh well, back to the main story. HuiLi & YuLi are just right behind of me in class, but it doesnt mean that I talk any less. I'd just turn to the back and start talking with them, starting a convo cause I'd die for not talking. But they aint like Mang Ning, Jin Ee, ChaoYan& XiongYan type, they're MUCH quiet and cold compared to those I mix with. So everytime when I see their not-so-interested faces or short replies I'd just tell myself. IT TAKES TIME LAR. MAYBE THEY'RE TOO TIRED OR BUSY TO LAYAN ME. I have been saying this to myself whenever situation like this happens, so frequently and it sounds almost convincing right now. HuiLi & YuLi, I'd also feel lonely, NOT only you guys. You guys aint the one loner in class. At least you guys didnt have to pretend sitting with a BAG and gotta go toilet alone for most of the time. Today's main point is bout what they blog yesterday and today. Yuli, I feel disappointed after reading your blog and yet feeling upset. WHAT DID I DO? Remember 3 of us walked back to class after talking outside? & we gathered around with the guys
( ZhongWei, YeShan & JinHang) for some chit-chats? I went to take a chair so that I didnt have to stand while talking. But you know what, I saw HuiLi lying down and I COULD SEE TEARS IN HER EYES. Okay lar, I know Im blur. But I aint that dumb to differentiate TEARS and moisture in our eyes kay. What would you do if you were me, YuLi? Takkan stand up and say : EHS HUI LI YOU CRYING AR?! infront of the whole class. Is that what you would do? I was kinda shocked seeing tears in huili's eyes. So I stood up and asked HuiLi : Li, can I talk to you for awhile, outside? ALONE. Naturally, we walked out. I said I could see tears in her eyes, and as expected, she burst into tears. YuLi didnt understand us and kinda thinks that we purposely left the class without her. She blog about it with an UNFRIENDLY way, sorry to say that Yuli. & this is how the story goes.Nights people. Will tomorrow be a better day? I hope it is. Loves. ps: you AIN'T the only one who walks to the lab ALONE or walks back ALONE . I AM TOO. 4/15/2009 06:35:00 AM

Apr 5, 2009
For those who wants an update, here's one.
Pictures from Iu day(I can't remember the date), Pavilion with Ning, Min & Yan after that.






















will this be the last hand I hold?
I guess I'm having difficulties communicating with people around me, including my mom. She's just like one of my besties, as in I'd update her on my love life type. No more late night talks before going to bed, replaced by arguments & quarrels. Well, I guess I am having problems? Perhaps not, to be exact; I AM.Is this post emo? If its, virginity for emo post.
nights.
4/05/2009 01:06:00 AM
