May 14, 2009
I j
ust realised the purpose of blogging is to express anger, for me; at least. I'll only update my dead blog when I've got pictures to be uploaded or fights occur between my buddies and me. After the both li's cat fight, how I wish I wouldn't have to update my dead blog. Which means NO CAT FIGHT. Last time, I love throwing this question to my girlfriends : "Why you guys got emo post wan. Every blogger also got lor. I feel so not IN lar. I want some!" CHOI CHOI CHOI! TOUCHWOOD MAN, till now everytime I blog also emo emo wan. Yish.Okay, since today got no pictures, which means cat fight happened again lor. Anyways, I've learnt something from my previous emo post bout both li's quarrel. I kinda scolded YuLi using harsh words, but you know what, she's the one who said sorry after all. So yeah, I'm sorry bout that YuLi. I really am. much loves. this time, I decided not to hurt you ( xiongyan ) in any way. Never meant to hurt your feelings in the first place. To be frank, I was kinda mad *uhh well, real mad actually* when I first read her post. I thought I would be super duper angry while typing this post. Suprisingly, I don't feel that way; not a single bit. I feel so sorry instead. Your post's kinda long, I dont know where should I begin mine, cause I'm starving right now for not eating for the whole day with an exception of a plate of mee goreng early in the morning. Okay lar, I mean I'm hungry*very hungry* and I wanna make this post as short as possible. Cause you know, food always COMES first. I think I shall begin mine with this, you said you're jealous cause I said I wanna go with PeiQi & the boyf. Should I feel happy ar? You mentioned that Chaoyan & MangNing were complaining bout tmr's our girlfriends day, but that time Mark was on the stage receiving medal, which means I was busy clapping my hands. Didn't know what was going on and what you guys were talking about. After a few secs, the boyf got down the stage and I turned back with a wide smile on my face. So ngam I was facing you & I HEARD you said "something something e-jia and mark couple mar, dot dot they wanna go let them go themselves lar then dot dot mark dot" & IM PRETTY SURE YOU GUAT ME. as in like you super dulan and so ngam that person looking at you then you guat lor and blink your eyes look away that type. Goshhhh, I was SUPER DUPER FREAKING DUCKING ANGRY THAT TIME. The wide smile on my face gone d. I turned back then dunno why turned to you & asked you to repeat what you said. Uh well, I gotta admit that I asked in an UNKIND & UNFRIENDLY tone, but imagine if you were me and you heard those words, would you be smiling like an idiot? Stick back to the unfinished story, you said YOU DID NOT SAY ANYTHING. Oh please baby, I was looking at you and I heard what you said. I yelled and asked you to repeat them, AGAIN. You replied "HUH!!? WHAT!?! what did i say?!? nothing mar! CHISIN WAN!" WAAAAAAAAA, that word CHI SIN really made me CHI SIN I tell you. -.- then you said you're saying MangNing and ChaoYan. & you kept telling me that you didnt say anything. All I heard was Mang Ning and Chaoyan whispering : aiyar yan, she heard d lar, say lar say lar. I thought they both were asking you to admit what you said, I thought *that time I didnt know they both were trying to say another thing instead of it* I was thinking since you didnt say them, then why did they ask you to repeat them. I stormed.So the red-faced me turned back to you, yelled for the last time saying: you aint going back to class if you dont repeat your words. Few secs later, the whole bunch of girls said this to me : XIONG YAN DID NOT SAY ANYTHING! PEYJING WAS THE ONE! Oh my gosh, all I wanted was you to repeat "something something e-jia and mark couple mar, dot dot they wanna go let them go themselves lar then dot dot mark dot" this freaking sentence, I heard them, I really heard them. But the whole bunch of besties saying THEY HEAR NOTHING! I felt disappointed. The whole bunch of my best friends said SHE NVR SAID IT, & THEY NEVER HEARD THEM. I seriously bursting into tears.I raised my voice, asked you loudly why did you guat me. You explained that you quarrel with mangning and you were dulan then dunno what wanna guat her then dunno why guat me. I didnt get what you meant, but you're trying yo say that you never guat me. While you're saying this, the girls raised their voices at the same time, helped you by saying YOU NEVER SAID THEM. YOU NEVER GUAT ME. THEY HEAR NOTHING. @#$*%@#!?Waaaaaaa, all on ONE woi, how to fight. I turned back lor. After awhile Chaoyan asked softly: you sure you hear them saying those words?. I replied softly, too. saying: Im SURE she said, but that time noisy, not really clear. And I walked off. Went for the merah thingy, scolded SH. PeyJing and ChaoYan came over after the meeting, kept telling me that XIONG YAN NEVER SAID THEM. What the hell, what never say, you guys could say I heard the wrong thing instead of saying SHE NEVER SAID right? For the very first time, ChaoYan YELLED at me because of this.My BEST friend yelled at me saying that I fitnah you. Pj and Cy sided you like shit and sounded like I was making story to fitnah you. You think i so free go make stories? You mentioned that Im blur. Yes, I really am. So you think I would squeeze my brain to make stories go fitnah you then yell at you? Im blur to enough to do so. You could see me waving white flag before it reaches climax I tell you. I'd rather spend time with my boyfriend than YELLING like a low-class aunty. DAMN PAISEH WOI.Okay, Im getting mad, so yeah I think I shall stop here. You mentioned that you were too scared to answer me when I throw you that few questions. For the bunch of girlfriends, I admit that that time everyone was busy clapping and I wasnt 100% sure that she said them. Thats why I replied softly when ChaoYan asked me. You guys could have told me that I hear wrongly instead of saying SHE NEVER SAID, YOU GUYS HEAR NOTHING. IT HURTS. Oh yeah, peyjing, sorry for being rude. & you, xiongyan, you said you mean nothing to me, but I cant say how much you mean to me, but at least I know you mean something, cause I wouldnt give a damn fuck to anyone else or to starve myself typing this post. ITS 934 NOW. I HAVENT EATEN ANYTHING YET JUST TO TYPE THIS, so yeah, do you mean something to me? (: appreciate lar doink. I guess you're thirsting for my apologies. Im sorry yan, a genuine apology for you.
I skipped school cause I didnt wanna meet you guys. &... Aiyar, I very hungry lar. :X can anyone of you ring my cell? at least let me know that I mean something, perhaps a peanut? I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL LAR WOI, RING MY CELL PLEASE. ;X
5/14/2009 04:37:00 AM
May 13, 2009
Perhaps she didn't say those words,
perhaps I misunderstood her;
BUT,
she couldn't repeat what she said.
If you never said them, why can't you repeat them. Repeat them, prove that I've misunderstood you. I WILL APOLOGIZE IF IM WRONG. You've won the war, the whole world is with you, happy my dear?Will things get any better tomorrow? Nights
5/13/2009 09:26:00 AM
May 12, 2009
SPORTS DAY! :D
HAHA
before the performanceeeee. feel the heartbeat. lol
chun kan? :D
spot me. (:
merah-ians!
*screams!*
HE'S SO HOT. gosh
waaaaa. so serious. I think I wanna be a housewife. haha.
:D :D :D
I MISS THE TIRING YET SUPER FUN MARCHING PRACTICE. ;X
5/12/2009 04:06:00 AM
HAHA
before the performanceeeee. feel the heartbeat. lol
chun kan? :D
spot me. (:
merah-ians!
*screams!*
HE'S SO HOT. gosh
waaaaa. so serious. I think I wanna be a housewife. haha.
:D :D :D
